April sucks

I hate the month of April with a passion this year. On the 8th Bub broke his arm, the 12th he had surgery, and the 17th the transmission went out on Nathan's truck as he was coming home from work. I had break down and talk to my mother so we could use her truck until we figured out what to do about ours. My aunt died on Tuesday, and yesterday at the funeral home I got jumped on by my "sister" for just showing up, I called her and f-ing B**** and told her to go to hell, and her only retaliation was calling me a fat @$$, wow shows how mature you are and that you don't have a comeback. She claimed that I manipulate my dad and that she wasn't going anywhere. Wtf?!?! I'd like to know how! She's the manipulative one, the liar, and the thief. God took the wrong one when He took Becky (my sis that was killed). I did nothing but show up, and that's what I get, wth man! I think she's more mad bc he helps us out and would never help her out. He helped Becky out when she needed it before she died, never did her. She is jealous of me, always has been. I don't deserve to be treated the way that I was yesterday for just showing up, for any reason what so ever!