Update

Wow! So much has changed since I last wrote. I had the lapband surgery on 6/5. I am down 54lbs and 6 sizes! I am now in a size 8 and feel so much better about myself. This was the best decision I made for myself. We are still stuck in the same house, but we are trying to pay bills off with my check I get each month and his since he's now management at work so we can move. My mom and I really aren't speaking anymore. It's not that I don't care about her, because I do, however I'm sick of her cycling moods and blaming me for everything. No love lost. My dad, he's my rock. I talk to him daily. Ethan is in wrestling now, he loves it. The baby, we found out he's verbally developmentally delayed. But he's getting speech therapy for it. Well that's about it.